Hello, MY BABYYY CHELSIEEE

i want to write this because sometimes words are easier to understand when they’re written calmly, i know you, i know you’re not perfect, and i know you have your own way of dealing with things, especially when emotions get too heavy., i know you can be avoidant sometimes, i know when things become overwhelming, your first instinct is to pull away, to stay quiet, or to say things like "maghiwalay nalang tayo” even when deep inside, that’s not really what you want, and honestly, i’ve learned to see beyond those words, because i know your heart, i know you get irritated quickly sometimes, especially when i joke at the wrong time, i know there are moments when your emotions feel bigger than your words, but i also know how deeply you love, i know how much you miss me when we’re not okay, i know how much it hurts you too when there’s distance between us, even if you don’t always show it the way i do, and that’s why i’m still here, because despite everything, you are the first person who truly made me feel loved in a way that felt real, you made me feel chosen, safe., important, loved, and that’s something i will never take for granted, i also see how hard you’re trying, maybe other people won’t notice it, but i do, i see your effort, i see you trying to understand yourself better, i see you trying to change some parts of yourself, not because i forced you, but because you genuinely want to become better for us, and i want you to know how much that means to me, you don’t need to become perfect for me, i’m not asking for that, i just need you to know that your effort matters, your small changes matter, your trying matters, i know loving someone like you means learning patience, it means understanding that silence doesn’t always mean absence, and distance doesn’t always mean lack of love, sometimes it just means you’re overwhelmed, sometimes it means you’re trying to protect yourself while figuring things out, and i want to be someone who understands that, i’m not here to fight against your flaws, i’m here to love you through them, while we both grow, so even when things get hard, even when your walls go up, even when you push me away because everything feels too much, please remember this baby na i’m not your enemy, i’m your person, i’m on your side, i love you, not just the easy version of you, not just the sweet moments, but even the complicated parts of you. even the avoidant parts, even the overwhelmed parts, all of you,
and i’m proud of you for trying, i really am.
I LOVE YOUUU SO MUCH BABY, I REALLY LOVE WITH YOU ALL MY HEART BABYYY 💓